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Julian: A Christmas Story
by Robert Charles Wilson
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This is a story about Julian Comstock, better known as Julian the Agnostic or (after his
uncle) Julian Conqueror. But it is not about his conquests, such as they were, or his betrayals, or
about the War in Labrador, or Julian’s quarrels with the Church of the Dominion. I witnessed
many of those events—and will no doubt write about them, ultimately—but this narrative
concerns Julian when he was young, and I was young, and neither of us was famous.
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In late October of 2172—an election year—Julian and I, along with his mentor Sam
Godwin, rode to the Tip east of the town of Williams Ford, where I came to possess a book, and
Julian tutored me in one of his heresies.
It was a brisk, sunny day. There was a certain resolute promptness to the seasons in that
part of Athabaska, in those days. Our summers were long, languid, and hot. Spring and fall
were brief, mere custodial functions between the extremes of weather. Winters were short but
biting. Snow set in around the end of December, and the River Pine generally thawed by late
March.
Today might be the best we would get of autumn. It was a day we should have spent
under Sam Godwin’s tutelage, perhaps sparring, or target-shooting, or reading chapters from the
Dominion History of the Union. But Sam was not a heartless overseer, and the kindness of the
weather had suggested the possibility of an Outing, and so we had gone to the stables, where my
father worked, and drawn horses, and ridden out of the Estate with lunches of black bread and
salt ham in our back-satchels.
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We rode east, away from the hills and the town. Julian and I rode ahead; Sam rode
behind, a watchful presence, his Pittsburgh rifle ready in the saddle holster at his side. There was
no immediate threat of trouble, but Sam Godwin believed in perpetual preparedness; if he had a
gospel, it was BE PREPARED; also, SHOOT FIRST; and probably, DAMN THE
CONSEQUENCES. Sam, who was old (nearly fifty), wore a dense brown beard stippled with
wiry white hairs, and was dressed in what remained presentable of his tan-and-green Army of the
Californias uniform, and a cloak to keep the wind off. He was like a father to Julian, Julian’s
own true father having performed a gallows dance some years before. Lately he had been more
vigilant than ever, for reasons he had not discussed, at least with me.
Julian was my age (seventeen), and we were approximately the same height, but there the
resemblance ended. Julian had been born an aristo; my family was of the leasing class. His skin
was clear and pale where mine was dark and lunar. (I was marked by the same Pox that took my
sister Flaxie to her grave in ’63.) His hair was long and almost femininely clean; mine was black
and wiry, cut to stubble by my mother with her sewing scissors, and I washed it once a week or
so—more often in summer, when the brook behind the cottage ran clean and cool. His clothes
were linen and, in places, silk, brass-buttoned, cut to fit; my shirt and pants were course hempen
cloth, sewn to a good approximation but obviously not the work of a New York tailor.
And yet we were friends, and had been friends for three years, since we met by chance in
the forested hills west of the Duncan and Crowley Estate, where we had gone to hunt, Julian with
his fine Porter & Earle cassette rifle and me with a simple muzzle-loader. We both loved books,
especially the boys’ books written in those days by an author named Charles Curtis Easton. * I
had been carrying a copy of Easton’s Against the Brazilians , illicitly borrowed from the Estate
library; Julian had recognized the title, but refrained from ratting on me, since he loved the book
as much as I did and longed to discuss it with a fellow enthusiast (of which there were precious
few among his aristo relations)—in short, he did me an unbegged favor, and we became fast
friends despite our differences.
In those early days I had not known how fond he was of blasphemy. But I had learned
since, and it had not deterred me. Much.
* Whom I would meet when he was sixty years old, and I was a newcomer to the book trade—but
that's another story.
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We had not set out with the specific aim of visiting the Tip; but at the nearest crossroad
Julian turned west, riding past cornfields and gourdfields already harvested and sun-whitened
split-rail fences on which dense blackberry gnarls had grown up. The air was cool but the sun
was fiercely bright. Julian and Sam wore broad-brimmed hats to protect their faces; I wore a
plain linen pakool hat, sweat-stained, rolled about my ears. Before long we passed the last rude
shacks of the indentured laborers, whose near-naked children gawked at us from the roadside,
and it became obvious we were going to the Tip, because where else on this road was there to
go?—unless we continued east for many hours, all the way to the ruins of the old towns, from the
days of the False Tribulation.
The Tip was located far from Williams Ford to prevent poaching and disorder. There
was a strict pecking order to the Tip. This is how it worked: professional scavengers hired by the
Estate brought their pickings from the ruined places to the Tip, which was a pine-fenced
enclosure (a sort of stockade) in a patch of grassland and prairie flowers. There the newly-
arrived goods were roughly sorted, and riders were dispatched to the Estate to make the high-
born aware of the latest acquisitions, and various aristos (or their trusted servants) would ride out
to claim the prime gleanings. The next day, the leasing class would be allowed to sort through
what was left; after that, if anything remained, indentured laborers could rummage among it, if
they calculated it worthwhile to make the journey.
Every prosperous town had a Tip; though in the east it was sometimes called a Till, a
Dump, or an Eebay.
Today we were fortunate: several wagonloads of scrounge had lately arrived, and riders
had not yet been sent to notify the Estate. The gate was manned by a Home Guard, who looked
at us suspiciously until Sam announced the name of Julian Comstock; then the guard briskly
stepped aside, and we went inside the enclosure.
Many of the wagons were still unloading, and a chubby Tipman, eager to show off his
bounty, hurried toward us as we dismounted and moored our horses. “Happy coincidence!” he
cried. “Gentlemen!” Addressing mostly Sam by this remark, with a cautious smile for Julian
and a disdainful sidelong glance at me. “Anything in particular you’re looking for?”
“Books,” Julian said promptly, before Sam or I could answer.
“Books! Ordinarily, I set aside books for the Dominion Conservator . . .”
“The boy is a Comstock,” Sam said. “I don’t suppose you mean to balk him.”
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The Tipman reddened. “No, not at all . . . in fact we came across something in our
digging . . . a sort of library in miniature . . . I’ll show you, if you like.”
This was intriguing, especially to Julian, who beamed as if he had been invited to a
Christmas party. We followed the stout Tipman to a freshly-arrived canvasback wagon, from
which a laborer was tossing bundled piles into a stack beside a tent.
These twine-wrapped bales were books . . . old, tattered, and wholly free of the Dominion
Stamp of Approval. They must have been more than a century old; for although they were faded
they had obviously once been colorful and expensively printed, not made of stiff brown paper
like the Charles Curtis Easton books of modern times. They had not even rotted much. Their
smell, under the cleansing Athabaska sunlight, was inoffensive.
“Sam!” Julian whispered. He had already drawn his knife and was slicing through the
twine.
“Calm down,” suggested Sam, who was not an enthusiast like Julian.
“Oh, but— Sam! We should have brought a cart!”
“We can’t carry away armloads, Julian, nor would we ever have been allowed to. The
Dominion scholars will have all this. Though perhaps you can get away with a volume or two.”
The Tipman said, “These are from Lundsford.” Lundsford was the name of a ruined
town thirty or so miles to the southeast. The Tipman leaned toward Sam Godwin, who was his
own age, and said: “We thought Lundsford had been mined out a decade ago. But even a dry
well may freshen. One of my workers spotted a low place off the main excavations—a sort of
sink-hole : the recent rain had cut it through. Once a basement or warehouse of some kind. Oh,
sir, we found good china there, and glasswork, and many more books than this . . . most were
mildewed, but some had been protected under a kind of stiff oilcoth, and were lodged beneath a
partially-collapsed ceiling . . . there had been a fire, but they survived it . . .”
“Good work, Tipman,” Sam Godwin said.
“Thank you, sir! Perhaps you could remember me to the great men of the Estate?” And
he gave his name (which I have forgotten).
Julian had fallen to his knees amidst the compacted clay and rubble of the Tip, lifting up
each book in turn and examining it with wide eyes. I joined him in his exploration.
I had never much liked the Tip. It had always seemed to me a haunted place. And of
course it was haunted: that was its purpose, to house the revenants of the past, ghosts of the False
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Tribulation startled out of their century-long slumber. Here was evidence of the best and worst
of the people who had inhabited the Years of Vice and Profligacy. Their fine things were very
fine, their glassware especially, and it was a straitened aristo indeed who did not possess antique
table-settings rescued from some ruin or other. Sometimes one might find silver utensils in
boxes, or useful tools, or coins. The coins were too plentiful to be worth much, individually, but
they could be worked into buttons or other adornments. One of the high-born back at the Estate
owned a saddle studded with copper pennies all from the year 2032. (I had occasionally been
enlisted to polish it.)
But here also was the trash and inexplicable detritus: “plastic,” gone brittle with sunlight
or soft with the juices of the earth; bits of metal blooming with rust; electronic devices blackened
by time and imbued with the sad inutility of a tensionless spring; engine parts, corroded; copper
wire rotten with verdigris; aluminum cans and steel barrels eaten through by the poisonous fluids
they had once contained—and so on, almost ad infinitum .
Here, too, were the in-between things, the curiosities, the ugly or pretty baubles, as
intriguing and as useless as seashells. (“Put down that rusty trumpet, Adam, you’ll cut your lip
and poison your blood!”—my mother, when we had gone to the Tip many years before I met
Julian. There had been no music in the trumpet anyway; its bell was bent and corroded through.)
More than that, though, there was the uneasy knowledge that these things, fine or corrupt,
had survived their makers—had proved more imperishable than flesh or spirit (for the souls of
the secular ancients were almost certainly not first in line for the Resurrection).
And yet, these books . . . they tempted; they proclaimed their seductions boldly. Some
were decorated with impossibly beautiful women in various degrees of undress. I had already
sacrificed my personal claim to virtue with certain young women at the Estate, whom I had
recklessly kissed; at the age of seventeen I considered myself a jade, or something like one; but
these images were so frank and impudent they made me blush and look away.
Julian simply ignored them, as he had always been invulnerable to the charms of women.
He preferred the larger and more densely-written material—he had already set aside a textbook
of BIOLOGY, spotted and discolored but largely intact. He found another volume almost as
large, and handed it to me, saying, “Here, Adam, try this—you might find it enlightening.”
I inspected it skeptically. The book was called A HISTORY OF MANKIND IN
SPACE.
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