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                      Absinthe: The Green Goddess
                                   
                                  By
                           Aleister Crowley
                                   
                          Copyright � O.T.O.
                                   
                                  I.
                                   
   Keep always this dim corner for me, that I may sit while the
   Green Hour glides, a proud pavine of Time. For I am no longer in
   the city accursed, where Time is horsed on the white gelding
   Death, his spurs rusted with blood.
   
   There is a corner of the United States which he has overlooked.
   It lies in New Orleans, between Canal Street and Esplanade
   Avenue; the Mississippi for its base. Thence it reaches northward
   to a most curious desert land, where is a cemetery lovely beyond
   dreams. Its walls low and whitewashed, within which straggles a
   wilderness of strange and fantastic tombs; and hard by is that
   great city of brothels which is so cynically mirthful a neighbor.
   As Felicien Rops wrote,--or was it Edmond d'Haraucourt?--"la
   Prostitution et la Mort sont frere et soeur--les fils de Dieu!"
   At least the poet of Le Legende des Sexes was right, and the
   psycho-analysts after him, in identifying the Mother with the
   Tomb. This, then, is only the beginning and end of things, this
   "quartier macabre" beyond the North Rampart with the Mississippi
   on the other side. It is like the space between, our life which
   flows, and fertilizes as it flows, muddy and malarious as it may
   be, to empty itself into the warm bosom of the Gulf Stream, which
   (in our allegory) we may call the Life of God.
   
   But our business is with the heart of things; we must go beyond
   the crude phenomena of nature if we are to dwell in the spirit.
   Art is the soul of life and the Old Absinthe House is heart and
   soul of the old quarter of New Orleans.
   
   For here was the headquarters of no common man--no less than a
   real pirate--of Captain Lafitte, who not only robbed his
   neighbors, but defended them against invasion. Here, too, sat
   Henry Clay, who lived and died to give his name to a cigar.
   Outside this house no man remembers much more of him than that;
   but here, authentic and, as I imagine, indignant, his ghost
   stalks grimly.
   
   Here, too are marble basins hollowed--and hallowed!--by the
   drippings of the water which creates by baptism the new spirit of
   absinthe.
   
   I am only sipping the second glass of that "fascinating, but
   subtle poison, whose ravages eat men's heart and brain" that I
   have ever tasted in my life; and as I am not an American anxious
   for quick action, I am not surprised and disappointed that I do
   not drop dead upon the spot. But I can taste souls without the
   aid of absinthe; and besides, this is magic of absinthe! The
   spirit of the house has entered into it; it is an elixir, the
   masterpiece of an old alchemist, no common wine.
   
   And so, as I talk with the patron concerning the vanity of
   things, I perceive the secret of the heart of God himself; this,
   that everything, even the vilest thing, is so unutterably lovely
   that it is worthy of the devotion of a God for all eternity.
   
   What other excuse could He give man for making him? In substance,
   that is my answer to King Solomon.
   
                                  II.
                                   
   The barrier between divine and human things is frail but
   inviolable; the artist and the bourgeois are only divided by a
   point of view--"A hair divided the false and true."
   
   I am watching the opalescence of my absinthe, and it leads me to
   ponder upon a certain very curious mystery, persistent in legend.
   We may call it the mystery of the rainbow.
   
   Originally in the fantastic but significant legend of the
   Hebrews, the rainbow is mentioned as the sign of salvation. The
   world has been purified by water, and was ready for the
   revelation of Wine. God would never again destroy His work, but
   ultimately seal its perfection by a baptism of fire.
   
   Now, in this analogue also falls the coat of many colors which
   was made for Joseph, a legend which was regarded as so important
   that it was subsequently borrowed for the romance of Jesus. The
   veil of the Temple, too, was of many colors. We find, further
   east, that the Manipura Cakkra--the Lotus of the City of
   Jewels--which is an important centre in Hindu anatomy, and
   apparently identical with the solar plexus, is the central point
   of the nervous system of the human body, dividing the sacred from
   the profane, or the lower from the higher.
   
   In western Mysticism, once more we learn that the middle grade
   initiation is called Hodos Camelioniis, the Path of the
   Chameleon. There is here evidently an illusion to this same
   mystery. We also learn that the middle stage in Alchemy is when
   the liquor becomes opalescent.
   
   Finally, we note among the visions of the Saints one called the
   Universal Peacock, in which the totality is perceived thus
   royally appareled.
   
   Would it were possible to assemble in this place the cohorts of
   quotation; for indeed they are beautiful with banners, flashing
   their myriad rays from cothurn and habergeon, gay and gallant in
   the light of that Sun which knows no fall from Zenith of high
   noon!
   
   Yet I must needs already have written so much to make clear one
   pitiful conceit: can it be that in the opalescence of absinthe is
   some occult link with this mystery of the Rainbow? For
   undoubtedly one does indefinably and subtly insinuate the drinker
   in the secret chamber of Beauty, does kindle his thoughts to
   rapture, adjust his point of view to that of the artists, at
   least to that degree of which he is originally capable, weave for
   his fancy a gala dress of stuff as many-colored as the mind of
   Aphrodite.
   
   Oh Beauty! Long did I love thee, long did I pursue thee, thee
   elusive, thee intangible! And lo! thou enfoldest me by night and
   day in the arms of gracious, of luxurious, of shimmering silence.
   
                                 III.
                                   
   The Prohibitionist must always be a person of no moral character;
   for he cannot even conceive of the possibility of a man capable
   of resisting temptation. Still more, he is so obsessed, like the
   savage, by the fear of the unknown, that he regards alcohol as a
   fetish, necessarily alluring and tyrannical.
   
   With this ignorance of human nature goes an ever grosser
   ignorance of the divine nature. He does not understand that the
   universe has only one possible purpose; that, the business of
   life being happily completed by the production of the necessities
   and luxuries incidental to comfort, the residuum of human energy
   needs an outlet. The surplus of Will must find issue in the
   elevation of the individual towards the Godhead; and the method
   of such elevation is by religion, love, and art. These three
   things are indissolubly bound up with wine, for they are species
   of intoxication.
   
   Yet against all these things we find the prohibitionist,
   logically enough. It is true that he usually pretends to admit
   religion as a proper pursuit for humanity; but what a religion!
   He has removed from it every element of ecstasy or even of
   devotion; in his hands it has become cold, fanatical, cruel, and
   stupid, a thing merciless and formal, without sympathy or
   humanity. Love and art he rejects altogether; for him the only
   meaning of love is a mechanical--hardly even
   physiological!--process necessary for the perpetuation of the
   human race. (But why perpetuate it?) Art is for him the parasite
   and pimp of love. He cannot distinguish between the Apollo
   Belvedere and the crude bestialities of certain Pompeian
   frescoes, or between Rabelais and Elenor Glyn.
   
   What then is his ideal of human life? one cannot say. So crass a
   creature can have no true ideal. There have been ascetic
   philosophers; but the prohibitionist would be as offended by
   their doctrine as by ours, which, indeed, are not so dissimilar
   as appears. Wage-slavery and boredom seem to complete his outlook
   on the world.
   
   There are species which survive because of the feeling of disgust
   inspired by them: one is reluctant to set the heel firmly upon
   them, however thick may be one's boots. But when they are
   recognized as utterly noxious to humanity--the more so that they
   ape its form--then courage must be found, or, rather, nausea must
   be swallowed. May God send us a Saint George!
   
                                  IV.
                                   
   It is notorious that all genius is accompanied by vice. Almost
   always this takes the form of sexual extravagance. It is to be
   observed that deficiency, as in the cases of Carlyle and Ruskin,
   is to be reckoned as extravagance. At least the word abnormalcy
   will fit all cases. Farther, we see that in a very large number
   of great men there has also been indulgence in drink or drugs.
   There are whole periods when practically every great man has been
   thus marked, and these periods are those during which the heroic
   spirit has died out of their nation, and the burgeois is
   apparently triumphant.
   
   In this case the cause is evidently the horror of life induced in
   the artist by the contemplation of his surroundings. He must find
   another world, no matter at what cost.
   
   Consider the end of the eighteenth century. In France the...
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